This is it.

Today, 14th of December 2025, i took a crucial choice in my life, and chose to pretty much stop playing osu after 6 and a half years of playing. This game is truly amazing, it gave me moments where i was super happy, and others where i was awfully sad.

This game presented awesome people to me. Really awesome people, if you're intrigued i linked them in my bio in the bottom, i even met my girlfriend here !

This was an awesome journey but i'll stop osu!std for pretty much forever i think, sadly, with RSI and other issues in my life, this game has became a struggle to play.

I'm very happy my brother introduced this game to me in 2014, when i was only 5, because i didn't know that later on, this game would hit me so much in a good way. Also, a little fun fact about me, the first map i played is Silent Night ! Now i'm 16 and i wouldn't be who i am without this game.

And now, i decided that i want to try to become a good mapper, that could be useful to the community, just mapping the shit i enjoy and i just want to enjoy life, being more healthy !

It's crazy that during those 6 years of playing, i only managed to hit 45k ! But hey, i guess people aren't all progressing super fast! I'm happy with my skill and what i became, and after all, i play counter strike now, not osu! But yeah, i had a lot of paths in my osu playing career, if you can call it that. I tried being a medal farmer, got a lot of medals and then stopped. I wanted to be a top 50 farmer just for my ego, and got some top 50s, and got sad cause i wasn't good enough, so i quit. I wanted to be a god player, but mrekk beat me to it. Being a complishonist also went through my mind, but it left as soon as i saw the amount of maps. And now, i want to become a mapper ! I hope this can work, finally.

I love this community, i love everyone that i met here, and i'm happy you guys exist.

Thank you all.

I'm sorry if my english is kinda shit, i'm french after all and i never really learned it..

So after i stopped being sick, i chose to play.. mania! because thats also what my girlfriend does and i wanna be like her pepelaugh

And also cause i wanna prove that a girl with huge problems of hand correlation can succeed in mania! (or maybe taiko if i give up)

(hardest pattern for my hands is the long note + the three notes on the side)